Chances, Choices, Changes

I've recently gone to Expomom, where I sat with my little girl N to listen to the talk on homeschooling. What an eye-opener.

If mothers who are non-teachers are able to homeschool their kids {yes, kids, with S, one mom right there has homeschooled her SIX kids; talk about multi-leveling!}, THEN WHY CAN'T I? As a professional teacher, surely I could've just raised my hand and said "Yeah, I'll do it in a heartbeat." But I guess, it is the horror of staying at home that I'm most terrified with. I promised myself, that once my 3rd baby celebrates her 1st birthday, then I'm done being a SAHM (stay-at-home-mom).

{See, I've been hands-on with my 3 kids - B who's almost 6 now, M who's still in his terrible/adorable 2 stage, and my girly N who just turned 1 - since we came home from the States after my 3 year stint as a sped teacher.}

Decisions. Decisions. Decisions. See I've even started a blog to talk about my decisions.

Yet, deep in me, there is much excitement as to the projects the boys and I will do, the trips to the museums that we'll make, and the thought of "Yay! No uniforms and waking up real early for my kids!"

I'll be attending the HAPI conference on the 19th. Let's all pray for the best.